08. 29. 11. 12:40 am ♥ 1
I feel like shit now. I weight 57kg and my height is 5’3 which is not cool. Ugh I feel so disgusting. I’ll start tomorrow with the anorexia thing. I don’t know… maybe bulimia is not my thing. Well… all I know is that I’ll learn to love Ana. She will become a big part of my life. All I have to do is read pro ana tips and wait until tomorrow. Thanks God my mom is never here on week days, she’ll never know what’s going on here. Only my bestfriend will notice (she’s like my sister, how wouldn’t she?) but no one is stopping me from doing this. You belong with me Ana. I will try my best to be loyal to you. Welcome home.
PS: can someone support me please? my e-mail is: alicecaniz@gmail.com

I feel like shit now. I weight 57kg and my height is 5’3 which is not cool. Ugh I feel so disgusting. I’ll start tomorrow with the anorexia thing. I don’t know… maybe bulimia is not my thing. Well… all I know is that I’ll learn to love Ana. She will become a big part of my life. All I have to do is read pro ana tips and wait until tomorrow. Thanks God my mom is never here on week days, she’ll never know what’s going on here. Only my bestfriend will notice (she’s like my sister, how wouldn’t she?) but no one is stopping me from doing this. You belong with me Ana. I will try my best to be loyal to you. Welcome home. PS: can someone support me please? my e-mail is: alicecaniz@gmail.com

09. 04. 11. 03:06 pm

Ana please…

Tuesday was great! My bestfriend and I were standing all day long, walking and running around the school. This week is very important and we are part of the staff :D We were talking and guess what! She “stopped” eating on Monday. So now we are both water fasting which is great because I always have her support. Yesterday my friend, who was anorexic (Danny), gave me a little piece of bread, he knew I was (STILL AM!) starving. When I was about to eat it Ana, my bestfriend (that’s her name, I swear! Isn’t that cool huh?) went into my classroom and yelled at me. Well… I didn’t eat it and she made me drink plenty of water.
PS: she told me that standing burns calories. Is that true?

09. 12. 11. 09:14 pm

Fat… I have to do something!

I have been eating and don’t know why the freaking hell!!!!! Or is it that I have got used to skip breakfast and lunch at school? hmmmm Well I don’t know but I AM FAT! Hell no girls! I’m not going to let you down! Dear stupid food, you’re not winning this war! SAY YES TO THE SKINNY BODY YOU WANT!
Love you all girls!

09. 29. 11. 12:22 am ♥ 6
09. 29. 11. 12:34 am ♥ 4
Do you think you’re hungry? You are NOT! Go out for a walk, read a book, talk with your friends, drink some water, clean your room, do whatver you want BUT please don’t binge.

Do you think you’re hungry? You are NOT! Go out for a walk, read a book, talk with your friends, drink some water, clean your room, do whatver you want BUT please don’t binge.

10. 03. 11. 12:11 am ♥ 3

Help?

twion:

I really need thinspiration right now. I need followers that can help me to reach my goals. For every follower I get, I’ll do 100 crunches, and run half a mile

Help her! :) HEY I FOLLOWED YOU TODAY :D

via twion
10. 03. 11. 11:07 pm ♥ 2
Feeling hungry? Have some water, tea… or coffee :)

Feeling hungry? Have some water, tea… or coffee :)

10. 05. 11. 07:11 pm ♥ 4
Do it. So you can wear whatever you want.

Do it. So you can wear whatever you want.

08. 29. 11. 07:21 am ♥ 1

I’m screwed…

I just woke up and guess what! My mom is still here! :/ I guess I’ll have to take breakfast. When I get home after school I’m gonna run and jump until I fall and I don’t freaking care if I sweat because I have to get used to it, I have to get used to exercise. I hate to sweat though… I don’t know… I’ll do this for Ana, for me and for every single anorexic in this world.

09. 08. 11. 12:46 am ♥ 2
Manage me
I’m a mess
Turn a page
I’m a book half-unread
I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with
Just because
I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough♪ 
Weightless by All Time Low ☺

PS: dedicated to my followers. Thank you so much! I love all of you ♥ I’m here for you and you can tell or ask me anything! ;) alicecaniz@gmail.com High-res

Manage me
I’m a mess
Turn a page
I’m a book half-unread
I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with
Just because
I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough♪
Weightless by All Time Low ☺

PS: dedicated to my followers. Thank you so much! I love all of you ♥ I’m here for you and you can tell or ask me anything! ;) alicecaniz@gmail.com

09. 18. 11. 12:30 pm

FRIENDSPIRATION SUNDAY!!!

Yey! :D
So… I decided to do something different this week and maybe, just maybe, I’ll keep doing it if you like it :)
Each day of the week will have a theme (?) like today: Friendspiration Sunday!
•Friendspiration Sunday: I’ll show you pictures of some of my friends that I see as thinspiration! And of course I’ll tell you something about them :)
LET US BEGIN :D

09. 29. 11. 12:29 am ♥ 2
I want to be perfect. 
I want to be strong. 
I’ve always wanted that. 
Please don’t get me wrong. 
I want to be happy. 
I want to be free. 
Feed me with air. 
So I be can be thin.

I want to be perfect.
I want to be strong.
I’ve always wanted that.
Please don’t get me wrong.
I want to be happy.
I want to be free.
Feed me with air.
So I be can be thin.

10. 02. 11. 11:46 pm ♥ 1
I don’t want to be skinny, I HAVE to be skinny.

I don’t want to be skinny, I HAVE to be skinny.

10. 03. 11. 09:14 pm ♥ 1
Who loves bubbles?

Who loves bubbles?

10. 04. 11. 02:38 pm ♥ 16
Many do it for the clothes.
Many do it for the stares.
Many do it for themselves.
I don’t know your reason but please: stay strong.

Many do it for the clothes.
Many do it for the stares.
Many do it for themselves.
I don’t know your reason but please: stay strong.